You are trapped, can't get out.
No one can hear you scream and shout.
Silence closes in, suffocating you there.
You only wish to take one breath of air.
Drowning in tears, you can't take a breath.
One thing will happen, surely it's death.
Fear and panic rise higher and higher.
The world starts to fade as you expire.
The invisible walls begin to crack,
just as your vision fades to black.
Free at last, fall to the ground.
Coughing, choking, yet make no sound.
Cold and alone, the shadows surround.
Terror and dread, feelings abound.
Slowly a glow shines from the light.
It swallows the dark and ends the night.
Safe and alive, secu
The Beast Within by AnastasiaVPergakis, literature
Literature
The Beast Within
Something lurks deep inside of me
an evil, a darkness, spirit of black
I pray you will never see
Yellow eyes glow, ignoring my plea
back arched, ready for its attack
Something lurks deep inside of me
There is no escape, I cannot flee
not much longer, can't hold back
I pray you will never see
Clawing, ripping, yearning to be free
waiting for my will to crack
Something lurks deep inside of me
The dark inside, an awful beast is she
a part of me I can't give back
I pray you will never see
I must fight on, must find the key
to keep my soul on track
Something lurks deep inside of me
I pray you will never see
***Original Version, Written 2001, Age 17***
I am running away
from something I am afraid of
Maybe it's my mother
I never made her proud
Maybe it's my father
he was never really there
Maybe it's my sister
she's too cool to be with me
Maybe it's my friends
I don't have alot
Maybe it's my enemies
I have too many of those
I'm running away from something
I am afraid of
I am running away
from me
New Version, Moncielle poetry form
I am running away
Maybe from my Mother
never filled her with pride
harsh words filled me with fear
I longed to run and hide
I am running away
Maybe from my Father
he never was around
never seemed
Silver Goddess, Golden God by AnastasiaVPergakis, literature
Literature
Silver Goddess, Golden God
The Moon, Silver Goddess,
be with me on this night.
Rain on me silver light,
chasing away evil in the darkness.
Protect me as I go my way - no more, no less.
Mother, Maiden, and Crone,
phases of you, Lady, the Earth,
e'er since my birth,
through me are they shone.
Sing through the night,
in joyous, happy, mirth
celebrate until early morning's light.
The Sun, Golden Horned God,
be with me during day.
Show the path, show my way.
Guide me along every step I trod.
Be my strength, my shelter, unyielding as a rod.
Oak King and Holly King,
the seasons of you, Lord, the Sky
until I die
your praises I sing.
Dance through the light
Crying in the darkness, cold and afraid, as I watch you die.
Keep asking myself the same question over and over - why?
Blood tears fall down my face.
Why can you not stop yourself? How come you have to make me cry?
You hurt me every day, with each single cold act and lie.
Blood tears surround this place.
Each time I watch you take that drink, it is a slap in the face.
You make me watch as you kill yourself in such a quickened pace.
Blood tears fall to the ground.
Try to help you fight your demons, but I am losing the race.
You are going down a path I can't. I've given up the chase.
Blood tears fall all around.
Die a bit more each
Death Comes This Day by AnastasiaVPergakis, literature
Literature
Death Comes This Day
Death comes this day, I draw the blade
My body hurts and my soul is frayed.
Slowly my vision of the world darkens
The inky black of night harkens
My life flickers and stars to fade
Death comes this day, I draw the blade
Grim Reaper shows, his list I made
Peaceful death, tis here, begin
If only I had not strayed
The evil darkness it did win.
My worth is tried and weighed
My body hurts and my soul is frayed.
The Devils smiles with an evil grin
It's the end, too tired to bargain
My body hurts and my soul is frayed
Death comes this day, I draw the blade.
Crown of Witches by AnastasiaVPergakis, literature
Literature
Crown of Witches
Worship the Lord and Lady night and day.
The Golden Sun, Horned God, Father of Time
Protect and guide me as I go my way
I will sing you a song and play a chime
Give praise to the Lady and Lord each night
The Moon, Silver Goddess, Mother of Earth
Please, bless and nurture me, show me your light
Laugh with me in good will and joyous mirth
We dance during the night, at day we sing
The songs of old times when the earth was young
The Fae come out and join the happy fling
And revel in all the songs we have sung
Magical dance, a true sight to behold
The Fae creatures teach us lessons of old
The Fae creatures teach us lessons of old
Th
Who is Death? - My Demise by AnastasiaVPergakis, literature
Literature
Who is Death? - My Demise
Who is Death - my demise?
Soul keeper of the dead.
Finds joy in mournful cries.
Seeks out souls with his eyes,
the color of blood red.
Who is Death - my demise?
Separates truth from lies.
He fills the heart with dread.
Finds joy in mournful cries.
Simple word to the wise,
no way could you have fled.
Who is Death - my demise?
There is not one disguise
There's nothing to be said.
Finds joy in mournful cries.
Each time a person dies
Death is there in the bed
Who is Death - my demise?
Finds joy in mournful cries.
An innocent little baby sat on the porch while The Mommy sat on the porch swing drinking something that had steam coming out of it.
A grasshopper hopped up the steps and near the baby, without making a noise.
"Password," the grasshopper said.
"Goo, goo, gah, gah, boo." Baby said.
"Your mission Agent Baby is to destroy the clown," a grasshopper said.
"Right." Agent Baby replied. "Mission accepted sir."
"This recording will self destruct in thirty seconds." Agent Baby picked up the grasshopper and stuck it in his mouth to prevent The Mommy from seeing it.
"No no, baby. Don't eat the grasshopper! Ewwie!" The Mommy said.
That was a close
You are trapped, can't get out.
No one can hear you scream and shout.
Silence closes in, suffocating you there.
You only wish to take one breath of air.
Drowning in tears, you can't take a breath.
One thing will happen, surely it's death.
Fear and panic rise higher and higher.
The world starts to fade as you expire.
The invisible walls begin to crack,
just as your vision fades to black.
Free at last, fall to the ground.
Coughing, choking, yet make no sound.
Cold and alone, the shadows surround.
Terror and dread, feelings abound.
Slowly a glow shines from the light.
It swallows the dark and ends the night.
Safe and alive, secu
The Beast Within by AnastasiaVPergakis, literature
Literature
The Beast Within
Something lurks deep inside of me
an evil, a darkness, spirit of black
I pray you will never see
Yellow eyes glow, ignoring my plea
back arched, ready for its attack
Something lurks deep inside of me
There is no escape, I cannot flee
not much longer, can't hold back
I pray you will never see
Clawing, ripping, yearning to be free
waiting for my will to crack
Something lurks deep inside of me
The dark inside, an awful beast is she
a part of me I can't give back
I pray you will never see
I must fight on, must find the key
to keep my soul on track
Something lurks deep inside of me
I pray you will never see
***Original Version, Written 2001, Age 17***
I am running away
from something I am afraid of
Maybe it's my mother
I never made her proud
Maybe it's my father
he was never really there
Maybe it's my sister
she's too cool to be with me
Maybe it's my friends
I don't have alot
Maybe it's my enemies
I have too many of those
I'm running away from something
I am afraid of
I am running away
from me
New Version, Moncielle poetry form
I am running away
Maybe from my Mother
never filled her with pride
harsh words filled me with fear
I longed to run and hide
I am running away
Maybe from my Father
he never was around
never seemed
Silver Goddess, Golden God by AnastasiaVPergakis, literature
Literature
Silver Goddess, Golden God
The Moon, Silver Goddess,
be with me on this night.
Rain on me silver light,
chasing away evil in the darkness.
Protect me as I go my way - no more, no less.
Mother, Maiden, and Crone,
phases of you, Lady, the Earth,
e'er since my birth,
through me are they shone.
Sing through the night,
in joyous, happy, mirth
celebrate until early morning's light.
The Sun, Golden Horned God,
be with me during day.
Show the path, show my way.
Guide me along every step I trod.
Be my strength, my shelter, unyielding as a rod.
Oak King and Holly King,
the seasons of you, Lord, the Sky
until I die
your praises I sing.
Dance through the light
Crying in the darkness, cold and afraid, as I watch you die.
Keep asking myself the same question over and over - why?
Blood tears fall down my face.
Why can you not stop yourself? How come you have to make me cry?
You hurt me every day, with each single cold act and lie.
Blood tears surround this place.
Each time I watch you take that drink, it is a slap in the face.
You make me watch as you kill yourself in such a quickened pace.
Blood tears fall to the ground.
Try to help you fight your demons, but I am losing the race.
You are going down a path I can't. I've given up the chase.
Blood tears fall all around.
Die a bit more each
Death Comes This Day by AnastasiaVPergakis, literature
Literature
Death Comes This Day
Death comes this day, I draw the blade
My body hurts and my soul is frayed.
Slowly my vision of the world darkens
The inky black of night harkens
My life flickers and stars to fade
Death comes this day, I draw the blade
Grim Reaper shows, his list I made
Peaceful death, tis here, begin
If only I had not strayed
The evil darkness it did win.
My worth is tried and weighed
My body hurts and my soul is frayed.
The Devils smiles with an evil grin
It's the end, too tired to bargain
My body hurts and my soul is frayed
Death comes this day, I draw the blade.
Crown of Witches by AnastasiaVPergakis, literature
Literature
Crown of Witches
Worship the Lord and Lady night and day.
The Golden Sun, Horned God, Father of Time
Protect and guide me as I go my way
I will sing you a song and play a chime
Give praise to the Lady and Lord each night
The Moon, Silver Goddess, Mother of Earth
Please, bless and nurture me, show me your light
Laugh with me in good will and joyous mirth
We dance during the night, at day we sing
The songs of old times when the earth was young
The Fae come out and join the happy fling
And revel in all the songs we have sung
Magical dance, a true sight to behold
The Fae creatures teach us lessons of old
The Fae creatures teach us lessons of old
Th
Who is Death? - My Demise by AnastasiaVPergakis, literature
Literature
Who is Death? - My Demise
Who is Death - my demise?
Soul keeper of the dead.
Finds joy in mournful cries.
Seeks out souls with his eyes,
the color of blood red.
Who is Death - my demise?
Separates truth from lies.
He fills the heart with dread.
Finds joy in mournful cries.
Simple word to the wise,
no way could you have fled.
Who is Death - my demise?
There is not one disguise
There's nothing to be said.
Finds joy in mournful cries.
Each time a person dies
Death is there in the bed
Who is Death - my demise?
Finds joy in mournful cries.
An innocent little baby sat on the porch while The Mommy sat on the porch swing drinking something that had steam coming out of it.
A grasshopper hopped up the steps and near the baby, without making a noise.
"Password," the grasshopper said.
"Goo, goo, gah, gah, boo." Baby said.
"Your mission Agent Baby is to destroy the clown," a grasshopper said.
"Right." Agent Baby replied. "Mission accepted sir."
"This recording will self destruct in thirty seconds." Agent Baby picked up the grasshopper and stuck it in his mouth to prevent The Mommy from seeing it.
"No no, baby. Don't eat the grasshopper! Ewwie!" The Mommy said.
That was a close
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